Here it goes!!

Today I have decided that I am going to put it all out there.. for the world to see. I am going to start recording my weight loss journey. I want to post pictures, post my weight... be accountable to all my readers (if I get any) and gain motivation from those who might read as well. I am tired of looking the way and feeling the way I do. I want a change, a lifestyle change. I am not doing this to be skinny. I want to be healthy, I want to be able to play with my kids for long periods of time. I am tired of being tired, feeling winded... and plain old not fitting into my clothes. Even more I want to be able to look at myself in the mirror and say, I feel good. I look good and I love myself.  I am hoping I will take some pictures and post them up here soon.. Please join me in my journey to lose the weight and regain control of my life...